Only As Old As You Feel...

"You're only as old as you feel." Who came up with that, anyway? Lately, I don't like that cliche' one bit! Fatigue, shortness of breath, chest pains- descriptors or someone much older than 33, don't you think? Well, lately those words describe me and I've been anything but happy about it.

After about 2 1/2 months of these symptoms, I finally decided to go the doctor to see what was up. After meeting with a cardiologist, we both decided that the forementioned symptoms were likely a result of increased stress and my lack of coping skills in dealing with that stress. As a precaution, I've been attached to a heart monitor all week; but finally broke the leash earlier this evening. The symptoms are still there and so is the stress but I've heard nothing out of the ordinary from the cardio-net group that monitors the heart. So, that leads me to believe the symptoms are nothing more than my body telling me to chill out. (I really should listen).

I've gotta give myself some kudos, though, I've done better this week; Leaving work earlier (on time), going to bed earlier, taking naps, exercising, and trying to talk a little more openly about the issues of the heart. I'm hopeful these things will help me feel better and that soon I'll be feeling like a 33 year old again.

Family

Just thought I'd share a family photo, just for the heck of it. From left to right; Kelly, Tina, Dad, Mom, ME, Brian and Tyler, down front. This photo was taken at a memorial service we had for my uncle last August. Good lookin' family, wouldn' t you say?


I've been missing them lately. No reason, in particular ---just have. I'll spare details, but recently realized just how fortunate I am to have the family I have. A family of character, strength and love. I'm proud to be a Pekovitch.

Home Sweet Home

The green room is another spare bedroom located upstairs. (You can't really tell by the photo, but those are my two cats lying cuddled on the couch.)

The picture to the left is of my bedroom. The door you see is into the master bathroom upstairs. The one below is of the living room, looking in from the kitchen sink. It's much larger than it appears in this photo. The orange room is one of the spare rooms located upstairs.

The photo below is of my office area located on the first floor. I took this photo standing in the laundry area. Still trying to decide what color to paint it. I'm thinking a "french vanilla" color.

Well, they aren't the best photos in the world and I couldn't figure out exactly how to put these photos in any sort of order; so this is the best you're getting from me for now. It's cold and snowy outside or else I'd run out and get an outside shot or two.... I'll just keep you coming back for more.

Have a good day.

My Valentine

I know.... you're wondering "what's this?" This is My Valentine. His name is Cuddles (appropriate, don't you think?) It's a cold, windy night in Nashville and I am currently "cuddled" up in favorite chair, with my favorite blanket, doing one of my favorite things - writing. And right beside me sits... the adorable one pictured above.
Sure, at some level, it's probably disturbing to refer to my pet cat as my valentine but I mean...why not? We spend many cold evenings together cuddled on the couch, in the chair or in bed---isn't that how many spend their time with their Valentine? Seems relevant to me.

Happy Valentine's Day ---may you feel loved by many and show love to most.

A woman of my word....

As promised, I did it! I bought a computer, I learned how to use it and here it is- entry #1.

I'd like to dedicate this first entry to my little Ty-guy. This picture was taken of he and I during his visit to Nashville this past fall. Many say we resemble... got admit, I see it in this one.

As many of you know Tyler had his share of heartache this Christmas as he learned of the death of his father. Tyler is doing well and was an amazingly strong "little dude" (as his dad would call him). He continues to ask questions and share stories; all part of the healing process for someone his age. He's been spending a great amount of time with mam-maw and pap-aw; most recently winning first place in the local pine-wood derby. He's staying busy, doing well in school and growing like a weed. Right on track for a guy his age.
Please keep him in your prayers as he continues to heal and find a new "normal". He's done fantastic thus far and I can only attribute it to the good Lord above and his family's love.